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anw i stayed at home for the whole day!! )= zhixiong la pang seh me. hahah. yah so i spent the whole day sleeping n sianning awae. blah. nvm i'll study tonite.. go out tmr.. n study on mon! yay. i was organising my bio stuff juz now. juz realised i haf a super big stack of notes to study. but at least they r all filed n compiled nicely together. thanks to the organised me. but wads wif compiling if i dun study. hahh ok i will (= (=
im in quite a good mood now. despite sianning out for the whole daee. so yayy.
hmm but i realised tt there r sum stuff tt i cannot forget when i past by the same place twice every day. i get reminded of stuff bcos of the lake all the time. haiya.
time;10:12 PM
ytd.. had chem paper 2.. chem paper 1.. n lit paper 2. by the time chem paper 1.. mcq.. i already buay tahan.. was yawning n tearing. haha tear until drip on my skirt. oh yah n todae anna fu was telling us.. tt our claz chem mcq average is a FAIL!!! wah shit la. haiya. even sum ppl chem quite zai oso 14/30. anw sum i realli anyhow put la. haha. at least i din throw dice lor.
n lit was fun!! ya the theme we expected to cum out realli did! yay. it was on disguise. v v fun. i write until v excited. haha but still not enuff time. now i think i prefer twelfth night to the grass is singing. cos the themes in twelfth night r more universal.. such as love, disguise n deceptions.. as compared to apartheid n gloomy stuff. ya.
den i slacked a lot!! was on the fone for v long for the whole nite =/ tts y woke up at 4 to study geog. bleah. n i din touch e math at all. geog was okok la. i was writing quite a lot.. den was wondering y my time management so good.. could keep to it so well. den last 5 min i was already sitting there flipping. den i realised in front the qn i din do part (iii)!!! hahahha 7 marks leh!! so i was like shit. faster scribble. so ya. haiya. but it was okok lor
e math.. had abt half an hr break before it. den they were discussing n discussing.. n i was like "har? wads tt ah?" yahh lost touch wif e math a lot. hah. but the test was ok la. quite easy i guess.. at least there was enough time.
den aft tt like holiday mood liao. cos mon no paper.. den got quite sum time to study for bio.. n e math ppr 1. so a few of us went j8 to eat at mos. on the bus.. sinyu was toking to me.. we were talking abt movies.. den she mentioned coach carter.. n i was like, "hmm? u watched liao ah?" ya dunno y i was kinda surprised. den she stared at me blankly.. n said, "er.. i watched it wif u.." hahha den started laughing like siao. haiya exam fever.
has been a few days no nice morning sky le. but todae's was nice! nice spectrum. n nice cool patches of clouds.
oh n i got a new godbro! a kor for once aft 2 dis. vincent uu lucky guy. hah. ok ego streak showing again.
now 10 papers down. 3 papers to go. 2 more days. yayyyy
ok im off to slackk!! ><
time;4:14 PM
anw ended at 9.30. den went home. slept for 3 hours plus. damn shuang k. but now the weather v warm. headachy. 5 papers down. 8 to go. 4 more days. yay.
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide
time;4:18 PM
n as usual i din do well for a math.
i guess it hasnt been easy for me to stand back up. n im glad i did. 2 months plus ago when things were all well i wldnt think i wld b here standing alone facing all the exams n crap now. ok mayb aft a while it seemed quite expected tt this wld happen. but still it hasnt been easy for me. even now.
now i realli dunno la. it has been a month. 100 days since it all happened. how much haf i actualli gotten over.. honestly i wld say.. not much. im juz feeling better. superficially or not.. dunno la!
anw im gonna enjoy myself aft mid yrs. erm ya for a while before the june extra lessons begin. i feel so deprived of life. exams r juz baddd. 4 papers down. 9 more to go. 1 tmr. tmr is lit ppr 1. itz weird. onli pure lit ppl got 2 papers. on separate days. ppr 1 is same as the elect lit ppl. ppr 2 is shakespeare! ok i gtg digest the grass is singing soon. mayb shun bian study chem. cos thurs got 2 chem pprs plus lit ppr 2. aiya. nvm la. 5 more days to go.
n to think zhixiong wished me happy 100. haha. i wish it could be.
time;9:07 PM
anw ytd i tried to study ok! stayed at home. but not v productive. woke up at 7.30.. studied at 8.. studied chem.. fell asleep at 8.40 until 10+.. den dunno do wad. studied a bit n fell asleep from 11+-12+.. den slack.. den fell asleep at 3+ to 7+!!! yah hai. den crammed ss all the way.
so tts y todae aft the papers i went sch lib to study wif faith n tong. faith's damn funny la haha. shes amusing. n oso she went arnd borrowing money cos she said she din bring her whole wallet. den in the end when we were leaving den she found it in her bag. haha. anw lib not v productive oso. a math! quite sian. ended up talking. hahaha. but quite fun la. better than studying at home. n tong felt maluated cos she taught me sets wrongly. haha both qns. but ok la haha.
2 papers down! eng n a math tmr!
on my way home on the bus.. past by jurong lake. realised there was a new path constructed there.. den got more ppl arnd. things are different already. 99 days ago - jurong lake -- you made it all happen.
time;7:02 PM